Okay, today’s Feb 4, 2011, 11.30pm. I’m leaving in exactly 48 hours. I don’t know what it is about going back this time round, whether it is because my holiday was so short, or if its that I’m leaving two good friends behind. Maybe its just a weird feeling that this year’s gonna be really different, the expectation of change, knowing that its gonna happen, and its gonna be good. Better than I can ever imagine. Either way, I know that at the end of the year, when I come back to singapore, things are gonna be different. And I’m gonna have to leave another one behind. But its okay! Because its not like we’re never gonna see each other again (:
Chinese New Year has been pretty awesome (: Its sad that I’m leaving so fast, I wish I had more time to spend with my parents though. I feel like this holiday, we hardly got to spend any time together! My dad was busy with work, and if he wasn’t working, then I was! We had fewer family dinners, just the three of us. But then again, the ones we had were pretty awesome (: My parents are the most hardworking, generous, kind, compassionate, and downright amazing people I know. They’ve got such a heart for people, and for God. No mom, I’m not trying to get money off you/tripod you. I just love you guys so much! But really, this summer has been really good. I don’t know how to explain it, but the last couple of years, each time I come back I feel the need to go back to Melb for ‘healing’. Like I’m different in each country (no, I do not have multiple personality disorder), and in Singapore, I make stupid mistakes that I would never make back in Melb. Things that have massive consequences of which I only deal with when I’m in Melb. I don’t know how else to explain it but not this year! This summer had fewer mistakes and a lot more laughter.
Its been a good summer, and its going to be an even better year. God is so good, so so good. He never fails, and answers all prayers. Faith is all you need (:
