I realised how different we all are. Each and every single person. We’ve all got different personalities, different views, different opinions. But in the end, people are still people. We all still have feelings, emotions. However, each of us perceive the world differently. This would cause us each to have our own opinion on what anger is. We all have a general idea of what it is, but the actual feeling is just electrical signals being sent to our brain. My idea of angry might be extremely different from yours or it might be exactly the same, we’ll never really know. One of the things that I’ve always wanted to do was to change bodies, and live as someone else for a day. See the way they view the world. Kinda like Freaky Friday, except I get to control and choose who and when I want to change bodies. Now wouldn’t that be cool?
I was talking to Yihui last night, and as I was telling her things, I suddenly felt really immature. Like, I suddenly felt as though we should be talking about other things. I felt older, and then I saw how much I’ve grown this year. When I was volunteering at Church, the teacher in charge got me to cut up shirts. There must have been about.. 60 of them? The weirdest part was that the thought of complaining didn’t even cross my mind. The thought of the past did though. I thought about Gerlyn, and how we complained the last time we helped out in PK in secondary school.
Oh, I went to my grandma’s place today for lunch. Isaac, my baby cousin, is the most adorable thing, EVER. Okay, I’m biased. So what! Soon enough he’s gonna start talking and then in a couple of years, he’ll be my age. I was counting the years just now, and when I’m 36, he’ll be 18. How scary is that? SERIOUSLY. I’ll be married, with kids, and he’ll still be schooling. WOW. Its so bizarre. Now that’s a weird word. Bizarre. i wonder who came up with it! its so random and it looks… weird.
God has something planned, something in stall. I can feel it in my spirit. Its just not the end, there’s more to come. Oh, there’s a stirring in the spirit, there’s an urgency in this hour. We your people must obey, can you hear the footsteps of God?